TEN THINGS ABOUT ME .

this is in no real order of importance .

lavender oil

10  as a child I had to have a bath before bedtime  with lavender oil in 

up until I was 12 because I had trouble sleeping I also had cotton sheets 

as well as a ceiling fan  . now days its just the fan I need at night .

it hurt 

9

I was once a bit silly on a skate board when i was a kid I was showing off

a jump I had no chance  in hell in achieving  I came flying off 

and landed on my ankle was lucky it was a bad sprain.  

8

never mentioned this before but my mums older brother who died 

in a car accident  I once was staying over at his house house &

found some magazines in a box more xxx only looked at one

men were shaging women but all I could see was  cocks.

I was only 7  am guessing my first real gay experience I thought it 

was my secret told no one mum would have gone fucking mental.

7 

I love this tv show One of the few things me and scot have In common 

have watched it for years  I remember it on tv all the time when i was little .

I will admit I cried when jack died last week and was in shock seeing Vera his wife

for 50 years there she died 2  years earlier. its 50 this year 

jack and Vera 

6
when i was 10  I was in a school musical I was Jacob one of Joseph`s brothers  everyone in the family came to see it and I was a nervous wreck  throwing up and everything  weeks before I had to sing one song  by myselfwww.youtube.com/watch?v=QmSD3YnH5Mw    without the cowboy outfits but on the big night  I did rather well not done anything like it again .

5
Ben once got so mad at me once for laughing at him long story but he had a pet torturous called spike  dont ask anyway he was asked to take it to school he was 6 by the way what I was lauging at was he glued a post
it note on spikes back saves getting mixed up if anyone else brought one along  the post it note wouldn't come off  I couldnt stop laughing  he threw the closest thing to him at me A cricket ball hit me in the bollocks      

it does have its benefits
scot says 

4
this one is not easy and please dont laugh at me but when I was  15 I noticed something odd about my cock had  it had decided to sort of curve upwards  now i know now its perfectly normal  for this to happen back then I was thinking all kinds.
 the lavender made it bend
the cricket ball incident .
getting punished for being gay
was close going to see the school doctor            

 3
dont like saying this but last year I was having dark thoughts
you wouldn't think it looking at me now but I did manage to research
and am not alone in these thoughts and its more common in gay tanagers
who had lost there way in life  misunderstood or  subjected to violence or abuse  .



2
I was 15 when first smoked weed with some school friends some i met up with recently at a party

now I know Its not clever or healthy and mum does know not easy keeping things from  her even admitted she smoked it when she was younger .       












1
In 19.99 I was freaked out by the millennium bug I thought nothing would work any-more like the tv computers  phones anything that needs programming I was 6 at the time was more worried about the TV



















and last but not least  this I showed mum this last week its what Sam showed me at ann summers shop last week and  I bravely showed it to mum not knowing what her reaction would be she stopped laughing  about two hours later .