Tears, Tantrums, Envy, Snow.

My mate Tony visited in the week he`s been working away for a few months  was pleased to see him I  sort of see him as a gay guardian angle    if there was one ad imagine he`d look Simla to this .

Tony is about the one person I could talk to about being gay I could discuss anything
with him whether it be sucking someone off  or kissing  nothings ever happened between
us am just gratefully that he`s been there .

also Tim has called me something happened between us in the summer
it was just lust to be honest he went away to sort his head out like the weed and drink
a bit to much so he bugered off to his sisters in Cornwall anyway he`s now back home when he rang scot was there  we were only on the phone for around 5 mins
but scot had got it in his head that ad be fucking Tim soon . Scot does have a really low opinion of himself
he`s worth several of Tim .Scots hard work when he`s like this  first he goes all silent but makes it  so obvious sometimes up  . then the tears tantrums  just like a big kid the main problem is he`s lacking in confidence sometimes thinks am going to be shagging anything that even farts lol. I wont of cores.Scot stooped over that night he understands that I would never  hurt him but he`s hard work sometimes .



we had a good covering of snow in the  past few days still able to get to work am someone who would get to work even on foot its about 10 miles away .
even had a go at sledging am just a kid at heart scot wont leave his house when its like this unless he`s got to
like for work...