past, pressent, future

Been thinking about the past  the last few days its all positive stuff reflecting over the last few years
let me explain this time last year ad just began working for my uncle I will admit at the time I was scared shit less I didn't have a clue where it was leading  ad just me Alan now my boss and I really didn't know if I would get on with him  I admit he had a body to kill for muscles in all the right places  I will admit I had Manny a happy time at night thinking about undressing him kissing every inch of his body ahem ANYWAY
that developed into the  grate working relationship

Also around this time last year  I had a friend Peter or a buddy he was bi  that was made clear from the start but I found  I like or lusted after him eventually we got together and I began  fucking him never the other way around but I was more than happy to  this happened a few times either I was fucking him or sucking him off  it was very much the one way but id learned to please you have to learn somewhere  also a bit of weed was involved at times again I was happy with it.so that was my first sex this lasted for about a month till his girlfriend told him she was pregnant  he didn't say he had a girlfriend by the way . then there was Tim  last summer it was nice was also my first full blown sex I found out I liked being in control on top .

today am a one guy only me and Scot get on most of the time and I like being with him and the sex is quite good also I have learned to enjoy being top or bottom with Scot am hoping we have a  future together  but a year ago this was UN - thinkable to say the least

I think am the happiest av been in my life but I also realise life changes  enjoy  life when you can  another one sided post but am sure you understand it feels good to look back on life like this .

........well I am ......